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I’m a whiny bitch.
I can’t help it though. I know people have it worse. I don’t need to be reminded of that. Some things though…they just suck. My dad hasn’t tried to actually talk to me in about a year. My mom is always to busy either working or with her stupid cheating boyfriend. My brother hates being around me. Sometimes I just feel really used by my boyfriend. The only reason I’m “amazing” is because I let him fuck me then smoke. That’s how it’s been lately. And my “best friend” and I never talk anymore. Our relationship is just based on old memories. The only time I can actually live with myself is if I’m high/drunk or both. I’m so tired of that. I want to have the capability of being happy. I should just shut the fuck up though because things won’t change. No matter what I try nothing changes. I don’t understand why I’m like still here. I feel like I’m the only one trying to tell myself things will be okay. But honestly I don’t believe that. |
I'm incredibly immature.
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